The last 2 years were very hard for me in many aspects of my life. But now i feel that everything brightens up... somehow i still cannot believe that it is happening and afraid of falling again. But i am very happy now and feel that perhaps not giving up and trying so hard wasnt foolish and now it will pay off I want to stay so happy as now forever!!! I am very grateful for this moments and enyoing every minute of it. My only problem is that i have so less time for drawing and other stuff at the moment university keeps me busy XD but i will try to draw more in the next months, i will take my time^^ I also want to lose 6 pounds that i gained the last months and go to the gym, wish me luck with my fight against the chocolate XD i have to manage it till christmas.